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Wow. Sleep deprivation is no joke. I'm walking around like a Zombie. You're supposed to sleep when the baby sleeps but I've had so many calls to make and appointments for both Ben and myself that I've only gotten in 3 naps since I brought him home. Not good.

On a sad note, our dog is having a tough time with the baby. She's extremely jealous and possessive of us and she growls at the baby. She's shown aggression toward him and that means that she has to go. We've had to keep rooms gated off and keep her separated. Her behavior is pretty frightening. She tries, because she knows we're not happy, but then Ben will cry or make a squealing noise and she growls or jumps right up. She treats him as if he were a small animal in her territory.

I don't have much luck with dogs. It's too bad. But I think I'll go without a dog for a while after I find her a good home. It's just too heartbreaking when it doesn't work out. This came as a total surprise to us. But Anatolians are natural guard dogs, that is what they were bred for, and so instinct is something you really can't break. It's not like a bad habit.

::Yawn:: I'm gonna grab a shower while I can. Later all.